While I had been talking to a friend in class 12th( career deciding boards this year), he wished he wasn’t born in the richer society but in the farmer society .He recently had a heartbreak.
This is what I wrote for him –
We could have had done better
only if you believed in us for once , we would still be together .
Wondering if you even loved
or did you use me all this while , you cheesy duck?
Was there ever even a ‘we’ for you
or was it always you and you, nincompoop!
Standing under the shade ,
you be pushing me in to fade ,
it’d been limits ,
I couldn’t let myself keep swimming in it .
Shrieking out my lungs ,
I made the dark go away
go away-go away ,
let me live from this day
you ain’t anybody to keep me pushing in.
You’re a dark tornado
I’ve blown away ,
let light in ,
I’ve to sparkle knee to chin .
It’s time to learn to be gay ,
you’re a horrible mistake .
One last thought contradicts the weather –
Is it in our fate to never be together
or is it my fate to never deserve you , ever?
Is it all true or are you
making me a nincompoop?
If I fall in love and you
break my heart
I’ll goddamn find the gun
point it on your temple and
make it fart .
I’ll find that sharp butchers knife and
end the sounds of your life !
I ain’t a plastic barbie doll you’ll play with ,
I ain’t a teddy bear you’ll be pulling the cotton out,
I ain’t a robot who ain’t got no feelings ,
I am entirely me ,
Yes goddamn human me !
I am an animal unseen ,
Yes I’ll wreck you if you try and cheat,
put you into boiling hot oil
until you feel double the pain you
gave, recoil and be
sorry for why you ever made me fall for you
if you just
had to leave at the end or
I’ll bury you alive in that soil alongside me
So beware now before you act in love with me
one heartbreak and your
blood is what I’ll drink !
don’t ever play me ,
I am a psycho !
I’ll burn you along with me,
condemn you to hell while
I’ll sit and watch you regret ,
get sucked by devil,
get drenched in blood red,
making me fall for you then,
will be all that you’ll regret!
Every song has those beautiful lines we never tend to feel or maybe just ignore. For those who do not listen to Taylor Swift , I don’t do it too often as well( 😗)but this song is breathtaking . It definitely has the power to provide strength to anybody who’s lost his or her way, to soothe , to comfort them.
Every line in a song has its own unique meaning that says it all.
-The past is past. Throw back your head and laugh hard no matter what life hammers you with . Its time to wake up and nail yourself into the wall of your dreams . Wake up ‘coz its going to be a new beginning –