While I had been talking to a friend in class 12th( career deciding boards this year), he wished he wasn’t born in the richer society but in the farmer society .He recently had a heartbreak.
This is what I wrote for him –
We could have had done better
only if you believed in us for once , we would still be together .
Wondering if you even loved
or did you use me all this while , you cheesy duck?
Was there ever even a ‘we’ for you
or was it always you and you, nincompoop!
Standing under the shade ,
you be pushing me in to fade ,
it’d been limits ,
I couldn’t let myself keep swimming in it .
Shrieking out my lungs ,
I made the dark go away
go away-go away ,
let me live from this day
you ain’t anybody to keep me pushing in.
You’re a dark tornado
I’ve blown away ,
let light in ,
I’ve to sparkle knee to chin .
It’s time to learn to be gay ,
you’re a horrible mistake .
One last thought contradicts the weather –
Is it in our fate to never be together
or is it my fate to never deserve you , ever?
Is it all true or are you
making me a nincompoop?
If I fall in love and you
break my heart
I’ll goddamn find the gun
point it on your temple and
make it fart .
I’ll find that sharp butchers knife and
end the sounds of your life !
I ain’t a plastic barbie doll you’ll play with ,
I ain’t a teddy bear you’ll be pulling the cotton out,
I ain’t a robot who ain’t got no feelings ,
I am entirely me ,
Yes goddamn human me !
I am an animal unseen ,
Yes I’ll wreck you if you try and cheat,
put you into boiling hot oil
until you feel double the pain you
gave, recoil and be
sorry for why you ever made me fall for you
if you just
had to leave at the end or
I’ll bury you alive in that soil alongside me
So beware now before you act in love with me
one heartbreak and your
blood is what I’ll drink !
don’t ever play me ,
I am a psycho !
I’ll burn you along with me,
condemn you to hell while
I’ll sit and watch you regret ,
get sucked by devil,
get drenched in blood red,
making me fall for you then,
will be all that you’ll regret!
Every song has those beautiful lines we never tend to feel or maybe just ignore. For those who do not listen to Taylor Swift , I don’t do it too often as well( 😗)but this song is breathtaking . It definitely has the power to provide strength to anybody who’s lost his or her way, to soothe , to comfort them.
Every line in a song has its own unique meaning that says it all.
-The past is past. Throw back your head and laugh hard no matter what life hammers you with . Its time to wake up and nail yourself into the wall of your dreams . Wake up ‘coz its going to be a new beginning –
I needed you today
To be here ,
at may .
To motivate ,
To determine ,
To give hope ,
To leave a positive message ,
That all will be okay
But you weren’t here ,
It didn’t matter how much I tried to get you here ,
You won’t come here .
Busy somewhere in your own little world ,
Busy with your own thoughts ,
Busy with your own self ,
Busy in believing and seeing just what you want to ,
Please ignite ,
Leave past behind ,
See the future that’s your right ,
Hope you be here soon , sooner if it might .
That’s what I have tomorrow ,
Nothing have I studied ,
Nor do I feel like anymore .
I’ve given up
Given up on this soul ,
I’ve I’ve given up on this life ,
I’ve I’ve given up on trying ,
Coz all I’ve ever faced is failure , failure at the face .
I’ll be waiting ,
For you to come ,
For you to heal and heal me too ,
For you to come up and say I am happy with you,
For you to come up and say I aint being a burden on you ,
For you to come up and say that everything will be alright ,
For you to come up and say ‘I love you’ ,
I’ll be waiting for you ,
Till you don’t shine out bright
Reveal your inner light,
I’ll be waiting for you,
Day and night .
The first thought on you,
The first impression you gave ,
The first talk with you,
All made me so gay.
Had it not been for you,
Had it not been for the love you showed,
Had it not been for that care you gave,
I wouldn’t have been so moved today .
You make me feel proud
Of every choice I make
You’ve made me do that once again now ,
Proud of choosing you
To love , for life ,
Its just you , only you !