We could have had done better
only if you believed in us for once , we would still be together .
Wondering if you even loved
or did you use me all this while , you cheesy duck?
Was there ever even a ‘we’ for you
or was it always you and you, nincompoop!
Standing under the shade ,
you be pushing me in to fade ,
it’d been limits ,
I couldn’t let myself keep swimming in it .
Shrieking out my lungs ,
I made the dark go away
go away-go away ,
let me live from this day
you ain’t anybody to keep me pushing in.
You’re a dark tornado
I’ve blown away ,
let light in ,
I’ve to sparkle knee to chin .
It’s time to learn to be gay ,
you’re a horrible mistake .
One last thought contradicts the weather –
Is it in our fate to never be together
or is it my fate to never deserve you , ever?